Shipping Wall

Ironically, the thing that made me first ship these two was seeing the first crack in their relationship. There's just something about Ix's desperation to relieve Kocis's pain, barely stopping to consider the solution Gefion proposed, contrasted with Kocis's betrayal at finding out what Ix did to save him (because he'd rather be in pain with their link fully intact).

In general I think their fight was really well done... They're both like this so it had to be this way. But it's BECAUSE they love each other that it worked out this way! So many of the things Ix did that hurt Kocis were because he loved him, and I don't think Kocis would've been quite as hurt if Ix wasn't someone he loved and trusted. (And it's not like it was just that he was upset with Ix either!). Everything about their respective moping while they were apart too...

The start of their reconciliation was actually what made them go from just something I shipped to my OTP though... I'm a really sucker for sentiments like "I won't let anyone say you shouldn't exist!", but I also just really love that Ix's counter argument to the idea that Kocis shouldn't exist is that he wants and needs Kocis. The whole scene is just sooo sweet...

I really love how hard their relationship is to define, and also how they both talk about it in entirely different ways, lol. Kocis's "Master is my Master (refuses to elaborate)" energy vs Ix's long speeches about what Kocis means to him... I love that they have that familial element of unconditional love, but that there's so many other ways they love each other too.

I also think their bickering is really super cute! They're very good at not actually hurting each other, and so many of their jabs are super fond. I really like how towards the end Kocis keeps being unable to not smile when he calls Ix lame lol.

For once I actually really like that they AREN'T co-dependent. They're perfectly fine on their own, neither of them are clingy per se. But they WANT to be around each other! And I think that lack of co-dependency makes the amount of time they spend together feel that much more deliberate. I think Kocis's desire to be detached at the end of the story plays into this really well too... The idea of no longer being literally bound together, but still choosing to spend the rest of their lives together...

I love life debts, and leader x second in command a lot lol. So it's in retrospect very obvious I ended up adoring these two!! But! It's not just that!

I love how cute their one-on-one interactions are... I love them both worrying about each other so much. Even though they've only known each other properly for like 5 years there's this like. vibe that they've known each other longer... It's painful but I also really like the contrast of how Elnath seems to mostly think of herself as Haze's admirer, but Haze clearly cares so much about her...

Also hot take but: I really like the weird veneer of mother&daughter energy they have... Not adoption, not kink, but a secret third thing (whatever the hell these two are doing). There's something about the complete sincerity combined with how completely non-factual it is that I think is really. Fun? Cute...? It's the usual metaphor Haze applies to most of her relationships, and yet it feels more real even though it absolutely Is Not.

I also think it's really interesting how Elnath actually outright tried to get approval from Haze for her Very Stupid Plan. She went through with it even after gettig a no, but. She didn't have to ask, and it would've made Haze less suspicious to just. Not! Just go do it, alone, before they can go investigate. But she clearly wanted to say her goodbyes to Haze even without directly saying "goodbye", and make absolutely sure Haze knew how much their first meeting meant to her. And even with her plan in mind she waited it out until the very last possible moment...

Haze's side of things during that stretch too... I can joke about the whole "If you're worried about me, just let me see you regularly, okay?" thing being right out of a ship comic but. I feel like Haze had really caught on and was trying to express to Elnath how needed and loved and wanted she is.. --Okay looking back Right Now I feel like it's not entirely that LMAO but like. I think it was probably on her mind.

And after that!! I love all of Haze's commentary about Elnath while they're apart... And the confrontation scene, where Elnath immediately gives up her disguise when she sees Haze, & Haze saying she won't give up on saving not just the world but Elnath too..., the way Elnath was definitely this close to giving in there!! She DEFINITELY wanted to, but when her plan in her own mind was about saving everyone she loved (Haze included!! Haze especially probably!!) she couldn't, not without there being an actual plan.

In short, I want to scream at Elnath for making Haze sad & thinking she could get away with sacrificing herself without making Haze even sadder.

Oh also it's really cute that Haze seems to like. Take every excuse she gets to go check in on Elnath. & "Every time I think of you I get worried :(" if it's happened enough times to be "every time", then don't you think about her a lot then?!

I think the first and most obvious point of appeal for these guys is how Chal is one of the few people Leon lets himself get close to. I tend to fall down on the side of Leon being primarily prickly and unwilling to bond with others not because he's incapable of trust (though he does seem to struggle with that with anyone who could be connected to Hugo; a lot of the Oberon executives seem to be genuinely open to being kind to him and he rejects it) but because Hugo has hurt people he cared about in the past (Namely, Finley). However, Chal is a sword. Not only would it be very, very hard to hurt him, breaking Chal or separating him and Leon renders Leon worthless as a tool. Thus, Chal is the absolute safest person to get close to.

(Er, it's here that I admit I mix versions of canon fairly freely in fannish contexts when it comes to Destiny. That, and it's been a while since I saw anything other than, not just DC, but solely Stahn's side of DC, ahah.)

Chaltier is incredibly anxious and insecure. As far as we can tell, he always has been. I think it's safe to say that, perhaps a direct result, he didn't exactly form any close bonds as a human. But with Leon, he sort of... between feeling like he has a duty to support Leon and being proud of how Leon has grown and survived, Chal is much happier & even comes off as having some sense of confidence..

What I suppose I'm saying is that they're co-dependent in a way that is simultaneously wildly unhealthy and yet probably better than any alternatives available to them. I love them clinging to each other in the horrible circumstances of Leon's life...

For all of DC's flaws, there's a couple scenes with these two on Leon's side I actually really like. Namely though, I like their conversation in calvalcase where Chal says he'll stick by Leon to the very end & take part of the blame for his mistakes. And I especially like bit at the end, where they manage to talk each other out of asking anyone else for help, :).

Morbidly I also like that I get to double dip on "just one of them is dead" LMAO. There's something delightfully depressing about Chal being buried with Leon forever... And the conversation they have in D2 at the eye of Atamoni... and Judas talking to him afterwards even though he's no longer there...

They were my OTP for like 10+ years & I still love them <3.

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Nah but... these two... It took me so long to warm up to them but they're soooo good.